Author: Ian Bothwell

I had a small computer technical problem this evening and  called tech support.   Upon his request I gave the tech support person control of my computer.  In a few moments my computer mouse arrow started whizzing about my screen and as fast as I could barely comprehend, windows were opening and closing, menus appeared and disappeared, commands were typed in little boxes and everything started working properly.   He terminated his control of my machine and I was once again sole commander of my domain.

At first I thought it would be grand if the Holy Spirit would take over our lives like that and aid us in solving our human problems.  How grand just to sit back and watch His divine power make everything right.  But then I paused and thought, “No.”   While it was wonderful to have my computer working, I did not learn anything.  If the same thing goes wrong again, I have no way of repairing it other than to once again call tech support.  He whizzed through windows and menus and I couldn’t note where he was and what he did.   What we need from the Holy Spirit is not just a repair but also knowledge.  We need to know how to avoid future difficulties and should we err, it is very helpful to know what to do to remedy the situation.

God declares us faultless as we come before His throne.  See Jude verse 24. But He is also interested in our growth.  He wants us to learn.  He wants us to become more like Him each day.  He will not only fix He will educate.

How grand!

Written by Roger Bothwell on October 15, 2008.

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

I have a couple of great sisters.  Please note one can only use that adjective several decades past childhood.  One of them lives with me and has adapted a lifestyle free from conventionality.  She is retired and has no need to be concerned about when the sun rises and sets.  She has no need to be on the road at any specific time heading to a job.  Therefore she is often awake at 3:00 A.M. I become aware of this when I take the dog out. (The dog will only go out if I take her.  Otherwise she just stands by the bed and shakes her ears to awaken me.)  At 3 A.M. when most people are asleep my sister watches a lot of infomercials and ends up purchasing things she doesn’t need. Fortunately she comes to her senses when the package arrives and “Return to sender” becomes one of her favorite things to write. Back it goes. When I watch her do this I become envious of her freedom to get rid of stuff she doesn’t really want. 

I think to myself I wish I could write on all my sins “Return to sender” and have them returned to Satan who tempts me.   Ah, that isn’t really fair. Most of the time I tempt myself. I am a big boy and don’t need to blame Satan.  So I have a better plan.  It’s called 1 John 1:9.  It’s much better than just sending them somewhere. Instead they are forgiven.  What amazes me about this is Jesus never grows tired of forgiving me.  He is faithful.  He is just.  He actually loves it when I ask.  What a magnificent plan this is!

Written by Roger Bothwell on November 13, 2008

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

I do hope I do not sound like a broken record but I am concerned about our conception of prayer.  It is important to understand that prayer is talking to God and not to the other people in the room.  If we are talking to someone we don’t insult him or her by making references to things upon which they are expert.  Recently I listened as a man prayed in public and he continually made Scripture references by quoting the text numbers as if God, the individual to whom he was supposed to be talking, didn’t know the verse numbers in His Word.

The prayer went something like this.  “Father we claim the promises you have made to us in I Peter 1 and we want to live lives full of the love you describe for us in 1 Corinthians 13.”   Maybe I am being too picky and I am sorry if I am.  It’sone of the characteristics of old people. But I get the feeling that public prayer has become another form of preaching to people instead of really talking to God.   Maybe he was praying and was just reminding God of the texts in case God forgot.  I do not mind being preached to.  If it is good I enjoy it.  I would even comply and close my eyes if that’s what the preacher wanted.   But just don’t think it is prayer.  Would we quote verses to Him if we were in our closets praying as Jesus admonished us to do?

 “Prayer is the soul’s sincere desire,  unuttered or expressed, the motion of a hidden fire that trembles in the breast.”     James Montgomery

Written by Roger Bothwell on September 10, 2008.

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

One evening I welcomed to my house two guests, the world famous concert violinist, LeRoy Peterson, and his wife Carol, who announced to me that we had a porcupine in the backyard.   Sure enough it was a big one snoozing on the bottom branch of one of our trees. It is rather exciting but now I had a major problem.  When will it be safe to allow my dog outside?  For a few of the coming nights I think I will take her out under my careful watchful eye.   She will be puzzled why she cannot just roam the yard like usual.

Often times God tells us not to go somewhere and in our limited intelligence we cannot see why not.   Because we are filled with self-importance and trust our own judgment we disobey Him and not long after we begin to reap the results.   We should have listened.    I’m sure my dog will say to me, “Hey, stop following me.  I’m okay.  This is my yard.  I have been out here a thousand times.”   She just can’t understand the pain that awaits her if she crosses paths with that porcupine.

God always has our best interest at heart.  There is nothing He asks us to stay away from that is not harmful.   Good parents hate things that harm their children.  That is why God hates sin.   If it’s good for you He wants you to have it.  It is just that simple.  Psalm 119:105 says it so well. “Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.”  Just as I know dangers my dog doesn’t know, so God knows dangers we don’t know.

Written by Roger Bothwell on October 21, 2008.

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

I’m sitting here watching the Kennedy Center Honors.  As I watch the honorees receive standing ovations and the accolades of friends it occurred to me the real honor, the real joy were the years of accomplishment.  It was the doing. It was the work. It was the learning. It was the talent used that was/is the real honor.  It would be empty to have others honor you if you did not know you put in the sweat, long hours and often tears. The joy is the work and the satisfaction of doing something well.  Long ago I had a young man in his twenties come to my office and pour out his heart because he wasn’t being recognized for his talent.  I told him it was three decades too soon to be making such a speech and if it was recognition he was looking for there was a great chance he would never find it.  But if he would forget the fame and put his hand to the plow, the recognition would come when and if it had been earned.

God has given us talents. Real happiness in life isn’t having others tell you how wonderful you are.  It is knowing you have taken the talent you have been given and used it to the best of your strength.  Jesus’ parable of the man who gave his servants talents comes to mind.  Two used them but the third buried his.  It was not a happy day for the third when his master returned.  Forget the accolades.

Live the abundant life by using what we have. The joy is in the doing regardless if any other human ever knows. You will know and God will know and that’s a great audience.

Written by Roger Bothwell on December 31, 2008.

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

 

I am wondering if one’s theology forms the basis of one’s disposition or is it the other way around?  Harsh people seem to have a harsh God and gentle people seem to serve a God of mercy and grace.   Do we form God in our image or do we allow the portrayal of Jesus in the Gospels to educate us as toGod’s true nature?  Do the biased glasses that taint all we see not even allow us to see God’s true nature even in the New Testament accounts?

I was taken back today by a stark truth blurted out in the midst of a classroom discussion.  A student who had taken a strong position on the side of what he thought was justice said to another student, “Easy for you tosay. You have a father!”

Ouch.  There it was.  It wasn’t merely the absence of a caring father.  It was the total absence of a father.  As I looked over my class I wondered how many other students could have said the same.  Or would have substituted the descriptor “caring” with “vindictive” or worse.

It is not so easy revealing the true character of God.  Not so easy because I also wear biased glasses and have not one student with my background.  God is such a private personal thing.  I wonder at my audacity to try yet I do and shall continue to do.  Jesus said, “Go ye into all the world and tell.” John wrote, “We tell you what we saw with our own eyes and handled with our own hands.”  It’s always best when it is personal.

Written by Roger Bothwell on September 25, 2008

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

I have six FM presets on my car radio.  One is classical, one is jazz, one is news, one is pop, one is religious and another is talk radio.   The music ones fascinate me because with just eight notes musicians create a zillion songs and compositions.  Why is it that some kinds of music inspire us and others make us ill?   Some is beautiful and some is cacophony.  One man’s praise is another man’s dissonance.

This past week my house was filled with six grandchildren.  The human sounds on top of the television, the computer, the Wii, the door bell, the phone ringing and the dog wanting out were something to behold.  I’m sure a visitor to my home would have fled from the chaos.  But to me it was a symphony of life and love.  I can’t get enough of children crying and laughing.  It’s a good sound that I never want to end.  It’s only noise when it is someone else’s children!

God listens to the universe.  Experts estimate there are roughly 6800 languages just on our little planet.  Add to that the languages from other worlds and God has a lot of sounds to sort out.  Prayers ascend to His throne from a multitude of intelligent beings and His infinite knowledge and presence enables Him to individually care for every request.  I am sure He thinks it is a good sound and that He never wants it to end because it is from His children.

Paul wrote, “I exhort first of all that supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks be made for all men . . . that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and reverence.”

Written by Roger Bothwell on December 22, 2008

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

There is a great tree in my yard that towered over all others.  Now it lies upon its side waiting for the chainsaw to cut it into small pieces for my woodstove.  As it brought us days of shade and cool now it will bring us days of warmth and then it will be gone.  As I gaze upon its length my thoughts turn to Solomon’s frame of thought in Ecclesiastics. Everything no matter how noble or ignoble ends up in the same place.  All great things come down.  It is only a matter of time.  Whether one is a great corporate executive or the one who cleaned his office at three in the morning, the end is the same.  He wrote, “For the living know that they shall die: but the dead know not any thing, neither have they any more a reward; for the memory of them is forgotten. Also their love, and their hatred, and their envy, is now perished; neither have they any more a portion forever in anything that is done under the sun.” He also said, “A living dog is better than a dead lion.”  Perhaps.  It all depends upon whether or not the dog is suffering.   All in all this is a pretty morose line of thought bordering upon a pessimism that would herald, “Eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow we die.”

Jesus certainly would not countenance such despair.  His message was one of promise that there is more after this.  He said, “I am the resurrection and the life.”  And Paul wrote, “If all we get out of Christ is a little inspiration for a few short years, we’re a pretty sorry lot. But the truth is that Christ has been raised up, the first in a long legacy of those who are going to leave the cemeteries.”  Too bad Solomon didn’t know Jesus. Hooray that we do!

Written by Roger Bothwell on December 19, 2008

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

 

In case you didn’t know Chia Pet seeds are slimy like frog eggs.  And how do I know this?  They are on my kitchen counter.  They are on my dining room table. Actually they are all over my house.  Yes, it is true.  We actually got a Chia Pet and will watch with wonder as this clay donkey grows green hair in strangely arranged patterns.  I have this feeling it will look like someone with trichotillomania.

Surely Jesus would make a parable out of Chia Pets since He likes talking about seed sowing.  I do so wish spreading the seed Jesus referred to was as easy as spreading Chia Pet seeds around our house.   The great Gospel Commission at the end of Matthew is all about each of us spreading seed.  It is a very sensitive thing.   I was in a class in a public university and witnessed a very committed Christian trying to witness to his fellow classmates.  What I saw was a room full of people who were quite turned off. The harder he tried the more obnoxious he became.  Ever since, I have been challenged not to hide my faith but to somehow not repeat what I saw him do.

I have come to be very thankful that Jesus doesn’t ask us to harvest.  He asks us to be seed sowers and to watch the Holy Spirit nurture the growth. He will harvest.  It is a pretty good system.  Our responsibility is fairly limited as is our ability to do much more than that.  Just as in Jesus’ parable the seed falls on rich ground and on rock.   Effective seed sowing is the way we treat people and not so much handing them a pamphlet.

Written by Roger Bothwell on December 27, 2008

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574

 

Have you ever come to the end of a day and realized you did nothing useful or productive all day long?  Wonderful, isn’t it?   I know I am supposed to be horrified and say how terrible, but I can’t.   Our culture drives us to be productive.

We, at least I, grew up hearing lectures about not wasting time and that we are accountable to God for every minute.   For decades I was driven to be busy, to come to the end of every day knowing I worked hard.   Working hard is good.  Please don’t misunderstand me.  But if God wanted us to be driven all day He wouldn’t have invented easy chairs.  I have one that is better than any sleeping pill.  Just to sit in it is an invitation to disappear into slumber.

Right from the beginning God told us to take it easy at least one day a week.  Check out Genesis one and two.  He told us to lay aside our weekday occupations and to slow down.  In Ecclesiastics Solomon reminds us that the person who works sixty hours a week and the person who works twenty hours a week eventually end up in the same cemetery.  Only maybe the person who worked sixty hours a week got there first.

Once again I would like to assure you I am not making an appeal for us to be indolent and to neglect our responsibilities.  Quite to the contrary.  I am just speaking out for moderation and balance.  Work is good but so is rest. Again in Ecclesiastics three, Solomon wrote there is a time for every purpose under heaven. Getting back to coming to the end of a day and having not done anything useful.  Well that really is a waste.

Written by Roger Bothwell on December 2, 2008

Spring of Life Ministry, PO Box 124, St. Helena, CA 94574